You don’t see my tears
But you see my laughter
You hear it ringing in your ears,
But I keep thinking what about me?
I gave up my body,
I held our children,
But you disregarded me like nothing,
What was I to you?
It seems nothing,
I have marks on my body,
I have bruises inside,
But what do you have?
I gave,
And you took,
And you took,
I didn’t pose the right questions,
I let you,
I allowed you to kill me,
I allowed myself to stopping loving myself,
I believed in something that wasn’t true,
How I woke up,
Something was amiss,
I smelled the burning passion; disappear,
The want and desire for life,
Change.
When did this happen?